There are these songs that I keep on my iPod that I only keep there because they used to mean something to me. They used to make me feel something, and I just can't bring myself to delete. But sometimes if I stay awake long enough, and the right song hits my shuffled playlist, it hurts. I just lie there, listening to these sappy old songs that leave me devastated and devoid of hope. How do they do that to me? It's just music. I thought I was past this. I thought I was stronger now